Ollie28
04-08-15, 21:33
What's this called.....
I'm constantly checking/watching myself it's become a habit or like my minds turned inwards and questioning why am I doing this why am I thinking that why I'm I thinking that I'm thinking - example today my wife nipped to next left me and my little girl at home she sat on the playstation as happy as can be why I relaxed watching but sat there questioning myself - why am I just sat here is she happy am I being a good dad why am I thinking like this kept asking if she was ok in the end she was like DAD!!! Yes I'm fine - before I got like this I would if just sat there in my phone or thinking about other random everyday things but it feels like I can't I'm constantly aware of my self my doings my thinking my thinking of thinking my doing if doing - makes me feel like I'm losing my mind I'm like this 24/7 My brains stuck like this - There's a bit on sons of anarchy where juice says I don't like being alone I think about thinking and goes around in circles! That's me! Is this what they mean or call hypo-vigilant??
I'm constantly checking/watching myself it's become a habit or like my minds turned inwards and questioning why am I doing this why am I thinking that why I'm I thinking that I'm thinking - example today my wife nipped to next left me and my little girl at home she sat on the playstation as happy as can be why I relaxed watching but sat there questioning myself - why am I just sat here is she happy am I being a good dad why am I thinking like this kept asking if she was ok in the end she was like DAD!!! Yes I'm fine - before I got like this I would if just sat there in my phone or thinking about other random everyday things but it feels like I can't I'm constantly aware of my self my doings my thinking my thinking of thinking my doing if doing - makes me feel like I'm losing my mind I'm like this 24/7 My brains stuck like this - There's a bit on sons of anarchy where juice says I don't like being alone I think about thinking and goes around in circles! That's me! Is this what they mean or call hypo-vigilant??