natalie yog
06-08-15, 14:51
I'm probably the most quiet and shy person you'd ever meet I can't even talk on phones or go up to the cashier in the shops to buy anything but today something happened.
When I took my Uncle's dog for a walk I bumped into someone I haven't met in years and while we were talking she told me she was seeing a therapist due to stress so I decided to tell her what I was going through (my whole anxiety/depression/brain tumour fear). That's when she told me that 'Oh my friend had the exact same problem with her balance for years her dr and optician missed it and now she has an inoperable tumour'. Right then I felt like the world around me was melting and nothing felt real around me. I just turned to grab hold of anything that would keep me up right while everything began spinning and all she could do was laughing and say 'Oh don't worry I'm sure this won't happen to you'. That's when something in me just snapped and I told her to go and f*** off.
That's when my whole day started going downhill just when I was actually starting to believe everything my dr/optician said to me and down I feel like I'm back at square 1.
Now I have to say I never got along with this person through school and she actually bullied and took advantage that I was a quiet person. So I'm actually thinking could she have said that to be spiteful?
When I took my Uncle's dog for a walk I bumped into someone I haven't met in years and while we were talking she told me she was seeing a therapist due to stress so I decided to tell her what I was going through (my whole anxiety/depression/brain tumour fear). That's when she told me that 'Oh my friend had the exact same problem with her balance for years her dr and optician missed it and now she has an inoperable tumour'. Right then I felt like the world around me was melting and nothing felt real around me. I just turned to grab hold of anything that would keep me up right while everything began spinning and all she could do was laughing and say 'Oh don't worry I'm sure this won't happen to you'. That's when something in me just snapped and I told her to go and f*** off.
That's when my whole day started going downhill just when I was actually starting to believe everything my dr/optician said to me and down I feel like I'm back at square 1.
Now I have to say I never got along with this person through school and she actually bullied and took advantage that I was a quiet person. So I'm actually thinking could she have said that to be spiteful?