feeling flat and left out

[gregcool]

Hi guys..i had a good few weeks a little while ago.but last few days im feeling dull again.esp as my daughter who lives with her mum,seems to be doing stuff every day....days out etc sleepovers...today my daughter is going to the sea side and my parents are going on holiday for a week with my sister and her husband..the sun is out and is warm today,but cant be bothered to go out on my own as there is not realy anything for me to do.just feel fedup and left out and depressed..

[pulisa]

When do you start your NHS therapy, greg?

[gregcool]

Hi pulisa..this tue is the first session that they are coming out to me..hoping something good comes out of it....if it was raining today i would be happy to stay in.its because its sunny and everyone seems to be doing stuff

[pulisa]

I hope that you get some benefit from Tuesday's visit. Hope the charity shop sessions are going well too? I appreciate that you are missing your daughter greatly but she will be back soon and you can plan for her next visit?

[gregcool]

Thanks pulisa..yep charrity shop going well thanks.iv got my daughter for 6 days on the 17th august and miss not having her so much.im waiting on my X to let me know christmas dates.i havnt had my daughter for two years over xmas and last year i was homless and didnt see her at all..i asked my X if i can have sara xmas eve night and she collects her xmas day around 12 so not much to ask and she said to me,,,,, ill think about it...im not asking for a favour im asking for the right to see my girl..i hate that she has thid hold and power over me..its not fare