AnxietySufferer
09-08-15, 14:51
Okay, so i have been suffering from anxiety and have been a part of this website for about a year now, in the last 8 months I have used the sight less an less. I have had many anxiety symptoms over the time I have been on this website and at my worse I was convinced I had bowel cancer.
Anyway recently I have been working a lot, and I'm proud of myself with how I have come on in the last year. But anyway today i was out doing some food shopping (on my only day off in the week) and my vision went all funny, for example if i was reading a sign say, the first too letters would be blurred out and it is really quite scary. Anyway I have noticed this symptom before and it usually appears a busy day and i can usually sleep it off and my vision will normally return too normal. Anyway, this time i decided to sit down and get a drink and eventually within about 45 minutes my eye site returned back to normal, but this has been accompanied by a headache which still hasn't gone away, and whilst I was finishing my shopping my hand on the right hand side went number, this also passed after about 20 mins but the headache has stayed and I'm finding it hard to think properly. Anyway, obviously this was rather scary for me and really I need some support.
I was wondering, is this a panic attack? I have never been able to put my finger on a time when i have had an actual panic attack probably because i have been thinking of all the other things that can possibly be wrong with me. I really don't want to go backwards, but then i also have other worries on my mind such. I know I have bad eye site anyway and it makes me think what if I'm losing my site or something. I know i have been over doing it, so I'm trying really hard not to over think it too!
Thank you in advance for your support, I don't like telling family about these sorts of things because then they worry about me which usually makes my anxiety worse, but at the same time i feel as though i need to talk to someone about it so your help really is appreciated. I really don't want to go backwards but i am feeling a bit like that today :(
Anyway recently I have been working a lot, and I'm proud of myself with how I have come on in the last year. But anyway today i was out doing some food shopping (on my only day off in the week) and my vision went all funny, for example if i was reading a sign say, the first too letters would be blurred out and it is really quite scary. Anyway I have noticed this symptom before and it usually appears a busy day and i can usually sleep it off and my vision will normally return too normal. Anyway, this time i decided to sit down and get a drink and eventually within about 45 minutes my eye site returned back to normal, but this has been accompanied by a headache which still hasn't gone away, and whilst I was finishing my shopping my hand on the right hand side went number, this also passed after about 20 mins but the headache has stayed and I'm finding it hard to think properly. Anyway, obviously this was rather scary for me and really I need some support.
I was wondering, is this a panic attack? I have never been able to put my finger on a time when i have had an actual panic attack probably because i have been thinking of all the other things that can possibly be wrong with me. I really don't want to go backwards, but then i also have other worries on my mind such. I know I have bad eye site anyway and it makes me think what if I'm losing my site or something. I know i have been over doing it, so I'm trying really hard not to over think it too!
Thank you in advance for your support, I don't like telling family about these sorts of things because then they worry about me which usually makes my anxiety worse, but at the same time i feel as though i need to talk to someone about it so your help really is appreciated. I really don't want to go backwards but i am feeling a bit like that today :(