SelfLoathing
17-08-15, 21:59
Hi
I have a complete fear of HIV. I have had a lot of tests, and promised myself I would never put myself through that again, never take a risk.
Something happened, which was not really consensual, I can't go into details.
I want to go back and get re-tested, but I am afraid they will be angry with me for wasting their time and resources. I can't even tell my counselor, I am the most stupid person.
I can't go on like this, I am overwhelmed with shame...
I have a complete fear of HIV. I have had a lot of tests, and promised myself I would never put myself through that again, never take a risk.
Something happened, which was not really consensual, I can't go into details.
I want to go back and get re-tested, but I am afraid they will be angry with me for wasting their time and resources. I can't even tell my counselor, I am the most stupid person.
I can't go on like this, I am overwhelmed with shame...