lj0121
22-08-15, 03:31
Not very good at explaining I'm very nervous
So here it goes I have lost my mind very badly due to past events witch I find to hard to talk about I feel as if there's nothing left for me I just want to say goodbye and die tbh
I have no mates and most my days alone well everyday
My ex trapped my life and would never let me do out
She told everyone a fake lies about me
I cart sleep explain my self properly I can go happy then really anxious in minutes I have no family for support in only 22 and I don't wana be here
Everytime I get up there's no one to pull me up they all dragged me down and left me..
Ps sorry of its hard to to read what I say but I'm so lost I just don't no hue to turn to its rather me just ending it our asking I don't no I'm scared and paranoid even tho this site seems nonjudgmental is involved.
Anxiety bipolar physical pain emotions run deep shocks to the brain bef4 I go sleep feel of emptiness when around people suicidal thorts are so dark I could just do it without no one nowing
See right now I'm worried maybe they will laugh say this that and the other
But I'm asking help even advice.....
So here it goes I have lost my mind very badly due to past events witch I find to hard to talk about I feel as if there's nothing left for me I just want to say goodbye and die tbh
I have no mates and most my days alone well everyday
My ex trapped my life and would never let me do out
She told everyone a fake lies about me
I cart sleep explain my self properly I can go happy then really anxious in minutes I have no family for support in only 22 and I don't wana be here
Everytime I get up there's no one to pull me up they all dragged me down and left me..
Ps sorry of its hard to to read what I say but I'm so lost I just don't no hue to turn to its rather me just ending it our asking I don't no I'm scared and paranoid even tho this site seems nonjudgmental is involved.
Anxiety bipolar physical pain emotions run deep shocks to the brain bef4 I go sleep feel of emptiness when around people suicidal thorts are so dark I could just do it without no one nowing
See right now I'm worried maybe they will laugh say this that and the other
But I'm asking help even advice.....