lavender123
22-08-15, 23:07
Hi everybody I have servere anxiety and panic and depression. I have always had ibs for 20 years and sometimes I am in the toilet for ages , every morning, when I am stressed or worried I am worse. I sometimes get constipated , I have had all the usual medications over the years colpermin fybogel, earing all bran then not eating it, trying to eat healthy, anyway to cut a long story short I noticed blood in my poo as I felt itchy and somerhing hard and trying to expel it I just thought I was constipated , I went to the doctos and he gave me a rectum examination he said I had a pile , I went back as the cream he gave me didn't seem to be working. He referred me to the hospital where I had a a examination with the procotsy and the doctor said I had 3 large haemaroids which he injected and said they would shrink he has booked me in for a colonoscopsy in 2 weeks I have been sent the prep for the bowel etc. but since I have received the letter I have really bad ibs again in the mornings no blood , very sore though, I know it's because I am very worried about this procedure, and very anxious the thing is how am I going to cope in the evening after taking the laxatives, as when I am panicky I need somerhing to eat as my sugar drop due to the andrenal in I am not allowed glugose or broth .. I don't know how I am going to manage my husbands has a illness and can't cope with me as well, do you feel faint from hunger and my daughter who lives in the USA said she had clear broth as her fluids , but I can't see thst on my leaflet, anyway sorry for rambling, but when I got to the dentist they give me glugose drink as I go dizzy . Please help me. As I will have to cancel this and I really want to get to bottom of why I am always on the loo. I am so scared of the unknown this anxiety is so bad, I am trying to forget about it , but it's always on my mind.