petals
24-08-15, 11:20
Hi all
So I started taking Citalopram 9 days ago. Haven't noticed any good happening from them yet. Had side effects, and felt quite down on Saturday. But yesterday, I felt a bit perkier and more positive. Today however, I have gone back down again and feel rotten. The reason being, my friend at work, her mum passed away yesterday. She has come into work today to get away from all the anguish. She's only in work for the morning, just to have a bit of normality, so I guess I can kind of understand.
Anyway, its just me and her in the office, although people do come in and out. I was dreading coming in, but we've been talking and so she's not too bad now. But I have felt very very awkward.
I know I am being completely selfish here, just thinking about myself. But now, even though the awkward hello's etc. are over, I feel rotten. Stomach hurts, feel like I need to run to the toilet, heavy head, tired.
Anyone got any advice please? I know I must come across like completely unfeeling, but I'm really not. I feel so sorry for her. But physically I feel drained, and this is something I can't seem to control.
Thanks
So I started taking Citalopram 9 days ago. Haven't noticed any good happening from them yet. Had side effects, and felt quite down on Saturday. But yesterday, I felt a bit perkier and more positive. Today however, I have gone back down again and feel rotten. The reason being, my friend at work, her mum passed away yesterday. She has come into work today to get away from all the anguish. She's only in work for the morning, just to have a bit of normality, so I guess I can kind of understand.
Anyway, its just me and her in the office, although people do come in and out. I was dreading coming in, but we've been talking and so she's not too bad now. But I have felt very very awkward.
I know I am being completely selfish here, just thinking about myself. But now, even though the awkward hello's etc. are over, I feel rotten. Stomach hurts, feel like I need to run to the toilet, heavy head, tired.
Anyone got any advice please? I know I must come across like completely unfeeling, but I'm really not. I feel so sorry for her. But physically I feel drained, and this is something I can't seem to control.
Thanks