Constant worry
31-08-15, 10:25
Ok, it's me again i am still convinced that i have brain tumor. I have been to the doctor today, but i wasn't really taken seriouslly. She was just like: ah dont worry that is so rare, there will maybe be 1 person your age diagnosed this year in slovenia. Yes ok, but why wouldn't that be me. Then she gave me a referal for neurologist anyway, but i got my appointment in 3 months!!!! I am gonna run myself crazy during this time.
Ok my symptoms are: something that i convinced myself are simple partial seizures, when i am falling asleep sometimes my left hand seems to start shaking (or i just feel ot shaking) and it lasts for a few seconds. I also get like shaky/shimmering vision, sometimes it looks like when you are looking at the hot road in the summer. When i look with each eye separately it's ok but when i look with both it kind of shakes very slightly. I also get random pain/pressure in my head during the day that stays from a few minutes to few hours and then goes away.
Please, i am so scared has anyone experienced something like this and it turned out to be somthing not so serious, i just can't think of anything alse right now. Scary is also that when i get those things i am not even anxious. When i got my first "seizure" i was enjoying myself in japan and i hahen't worried in a whole 2 weeks. I am also going on another vacation now and when i came back i go to paris:roflmao: and i don't want to ruin it all with my worries (wouldn't be the first time):doh:. Does anyone have any tips on how to get this out of my head at least for this time?
Btw i am 18.:wacko:
Ok my symptoms are: something that i convinced myself are simple partial seizures, when i am falling asleep sometimes my left hand seems to start shaking (or i just feel ot shaking) and it lasts for a few seconds. I also get like shaky/shimmering vision, sometimes it looks like when you are looking at the hot road in the summer. When i look with each eye separately it's ok but when i look with both it kind of shakes very slightly. I also get random pain/pressure in my head during the day that stays from a few minutes to few hours and then goes away.
Please, i am so scared has anyone experienced something like this and it turned out to be somthing not so serious, i just can't think of anything alse right now. Scary is also that when i get those things i am not even anxious. When i got my first "seizure" i was enjoying myself in japan and i hahen't worried in a whole 2 weeks. I am also going on another vacation now and when i came back i go to paris:roflmao: and i don't want to ruin it all with my worries (wouldn't be the first time):doh:. Does anyone have any tips on how to get this out of my head at least for this time?
Btw i am 18.:wacko: