Pigeon
03-09-15, 20:31
I have had a bad year with HA, having convinced myself of around 5 different cancers so far. The latest was bladder cancer after I had a UTI which lingered for around a month.
This has all but disappeared in the last week, leaving me with only mild discomfort. But I am obsessed that it will come back and that this is a symptom of something nasty. I am constantly checking when I go to the toilet and today when I passed urine, I noticed a few bubbles on the top and a slight fiilm. I have noticed this before and this doesn't seem normal to me. I also have lower back and groin pain, which is somethjng I get regularly but somehow i am connecting the two.
Although I have never read anything that says these are red flag signs, I still think something is wrong. Trouble is, I don't know if it is something physical or mental. I am embarrassed to go too my doctors with these symptoms in case she thinks I'm mad. In any case, I am on holiday abroad at the moment. I promised myself I would forget about health matters and try to enjoy myselfbut I feel like I'm out of control.
Im convinced something is wrong hdon't know what to do next to try to stop myself worrying.
This has all but disappeared in the last week, leaving me with only mild discomfort. But I am obsessed that it will come back and that this is a symptom of something nasty. I am constantly checking when I go to the toilet and today when I passed urine, I noticed a few bubbles on the top and a slight fiilm. I have noticed this before and this doesn't seem normal to me. I also have lower back and groin pain, which is somethjng I get regularly but somehow i am connecting the two.
Although I have never read anything that says these are red flag signs, I still think something is wrong. Trouble is, I don't know if it is something physical or mental. I am embarrassed to go too my doctors with these symptoms in case she thinks I'm mad. In any case, I am on holiday abroad at the moment. I promised myself I would forget about health matters and try to enjoy myselfbut I feel like I'm out of control.
Im convinced something is wrong hdon't know what to do next to try to stop myself worrying.