cjemc
04-09-15, 21:08
Am I going to end up dying? I don't want blood Mallory Weiss or Boerhavve syndrome.
I am suffering here and no one wants to help. Its so severe now that I am considering sectioning myself and requesting immediate tranquilsiation in order to stop this revolting affliction.
Or maybe I have severe cancer? This retching IS NOT NORMAL. I cannot tolrerate endoscopy because I am a coward.
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This retching is a serious disorder. I dare say its mental. I am looking at truck drivers and thinking how can you be long distance so far from home and not retch? I mean you are not safe you are far from home and anything could happen, you are in charge of a 20 tonne truck and going unfamiliar places. Does this not make you retch?
Am I schizoid? Am I having bread madness? I am psychotic no?
I am suffering here and no one wants to help. Its so severe now that I am considering sectioning myself and requesting immediate tranquilsiation in order to stop this revolting affliction.
Or maybe I have severe cancer? This retching IS NOT NORMAL. I cannot tolrerate endoscopy because I am a coward.
---------- Post added at 21:08 ---------- Previous post was at 21:01 ----------
This retching is a serious disorder. I dare say its mental. I am looking at truck drivers and thinking how can you be long distance so far from home and not retch? I mean you are not safe you are far from home and anything could happen, you are in charge of a 20 tonne truck and going unfamiliar places. Does this not make you retch?
Am I schizoid? Am I having bread madness? I am psychotic no?