dally
06-09-15, 10:05
Hi
I have agoraphobia and ibsd
I have a wedding tomorrow and the anticipatory anxiety is sky high.
I have already had 3x diarrheoa this morning
So I suppose that good news is I won't be rushing to the loo!
But the had news is my gut keeps the point me I need to!
I just feel physically washed out!
Then, I have the mental Constant negative chatter.
Theres a meal. I can't eat because I feel nauseated. Then diarrhoea.
What if I need to leave. Due to panic\agoraphobia.
Means someone will also have to leave to take me home.
Cos if I leave I will be a hysterical wreck because I know I will mentqlly fight to stay till I collapse in a mess.
I could just not go?
That way the others get to enjoy the wedding in n peace.
But I will have upset my family and friends...and myself!!
6 months ago I stopped taking Valium as i had developed tolerance withdrawal.
The doc gave me propanalol. But I don't think it will be enuf to get me through this.
I could take a rescue dose of Valium. But I have read that this is not effective after withdrawing
I am at my witts end!!
I have agoraphobia and ibsd
I have a wedding tomorrow and the anticipatory anxiety is sky high.
I have already had 3x diarrheoa this morning
So I suppose that good news is I won't be rushing to the loo!
But the had news is my gut keeps the point me I need to!
I just feel physically washed out!
Then, I have the mental Constant negative chatter.
Theres a meal. I can't eat because I feel nauseated. Then diarrhoea.
What if I need to leave. Due to panic\agoraphobia.
Means someone will also have to leave to take me home.
Cos if I leave I will be a hysterical wreck because I know I will mentqlly fight to stay till I collapse in a mess.
I could just not go?
That way the others get to enjoy the wedding in n peace.
But I will have upset my family and friends...and myself!!
6 months ago I stopped taking Valium as i had developed tolerance withdrawal.
The doc gave me propanalol. But I don't think it will be enuf to get me through this.
I could take a rescue dose of Valium. But I have read that this is not effective after withdrawing
I am at my witts end!!