TheMadOladCoger
08-09-15, 16:45
Hi,
I have a fear of Lymphoma I have had this fear since I found 2 Lymph Nodes above my adams apple. I was doing well I haven't checked the Lymph Nodes in 2 days as I think I may have irritated the one as I keep messing with them.
I have had them checked by my doctor and an ultrasound but the one has doubled in size so I was worried about it again had it rechecked the doctor said it was okay and still small just to keep on eye on it.
Anyway out of nowhere last night I started to itch all over, Its not really bad but its enough that it annoys me. I have checked and there is no reason for me to actually be itching and I am now worried as I know due to all my Googling before that Itching is a sign of Lymphoma and of course I am worried that the itching and the Lymph nodes are a sign of lymphoma.
I don't know what to do, I am getting really annoyed by it I don't want to worry about this anymore I want to move on but every time I am ready to move on another thing pops up and makes my fear of lymphoma worse.
I am currently waiting for CBT as it is a long waiting list but I have taken the steps to beating this but for now I have to sit in worry as I have no idea what to do.
Peace
I have a fear of Lymphoma I have had this fear since I found 2 Lymph Nodes above my adams apple. I was doing well I haven't checked the Lymph Nodes in 2 days as I think I may have irritated the one as I keep messing with them.
I have had them checked by my doctor and an ultrasound but the one has doubled in size so I was worried about it again had it rechecked the doctor said it was okay and still small just to keep on eye on it.
Anyway out of nowhere last night I started to itch all over, Its not really bad but its enough that it annoys me. I have checked and there is no reason for me to actually be itching and I am now worried as I know due to all my Googling before that Itching is a sign of Lymphoma and of course I am worried that the itching and the Lymph nodes are a sign of lymphoma.
I don't know what to do, I am getting really annoyed by it I don't want to worry about this anymore I want to move on but every time I am ready to move on another thing pops up and makes my fear of lymphoma worse.
I am currently waiting for CBT as it is a long waiting list but I have taken the steps to beating this but for now I have to sit in worry as I have no idea what to do.
Peace