ReneeMD80
08-09-15, 19:23
Im new to this forum, now sure how it works but ill write what I am feeling and go from there.
Im 35 and I have constant worry im going to have a heart attack or stroke and die. I am constantly checking my face for signs of stroke or checking my pulse and blood pressure or I will literally push so hard on my chest I will leave bruises to make sure that I can feel it. Every ache or pain I have I think it is a heart attack. Now mind you, ive been to the ER 5 times for panic attacks, EKGS have come back fine, blood work has been normal. There are times I can see maybe having an attack from stress but its the one that freak me out when I am not feeling stressed. I have to figure out the underlying reasons as to why I feel this way. I can remember as far back as 10 yrs old and having a panic attack. I woke up not being able to breathe, chest pain etc. I just remember my mom putting me in bed with her and was bale to fall back to sleep. My next attack I was 22 yrs old and it happened at work. I went to leave sick and I literally could not walk. My legs felt like noodles. It was a horrible experience and it is just going all downhill since.
Am I the only one feeling like this daily?
Im 35 and I have constant worry im going to have a heart attack or stroke and die. I am constantly checking my face for signs of stroke or checking my pulse and blood pressure or I will literally push so hard on my chest I will leave bruises to make sure that I can feel it. Every ache or pain I have I think it is a heart attack. Now mind you, ive been to the ER 5 times for panic attacks, EKGS have come back fine, blood work has been normal. There are times I can see maybe having an attack from stress but its the one that freak me out when I am not feeling stressed. I have to figure out the underlying reasons as to why I feel this way. I can remember as far back as 10 yrs old and having a panic attack. I woke up not being able to breathe, chest pain etc. I just remember my mom putting me in bed with her and was bale to fall back to sleep. My next attack I was 22 yrs old and it happened at work. I went to leave sick and I literally could not walk. My legs felt like noodles. It was a horrible experience and it is just going all downhill since.
Am I the only one feeling like this daily?