misslove
12-09-15, 01:24
Past few weeks my anxiety levels have been sky high. I've been exhausted. Dizzy. Not hungry at all. Then starving the next day. I'm all over the place. Right now I feel totally restless even tho I should be tired. Been up since 7am and it's now 8pm. My chest feels warm and I just feel restless. I Know my heart is fine. I see a cardiologist once a year and he hadn't found anything. But yet I'm here worrying. I'm not sure if it's acid reflux or what. I'm incredibly annoyed with myself. I do not want to go on meds but it feels like the only option left. I feel sick almost the same time every day. Idk why but right around dinner time I get very nauseated and sick but it always goes away in an hour. I know this message is all over but that's what I'm dealing with. My brain is broken and it's taking my body with it! Fjehcisn ish idncjej iencjie. That is me exploding lol