white1989
14-09-15, 16:02
Sorry for the long post, I'm feeling in desperate need of help as I don't know how to continue like this :(
I am having the worst time at the moment and just feel like there is no hope anymore. For 2 years I have been suffering with intense bodily sensations which are all blamed on anxiety, I get strange heart sensations like skipped beats, (pvc's I've seen them called on here), sometimes tonnes in a row, and recently I have been getting severe breathing problems feeling daily like someone is sat on my wind pipe and like I cant take a proper breath without making a serious effort. I have suffered intermittent chest pain during these last 2 years as well but over the last few weeks it has got really intense, like sometimes its really dull and achy (always on the left side) and a lot of the time feels like its coming from inside the breast. this is leading me to think its breast cancer, I had a check-up at the breast clinic about 5 months ago due to finding a small lump and she also did ultrasound scan on the small area where I found the lump and it was all clear. I get this constant pain in my breast, aching dull pain, sometimes it goes into my arm, how could this not be something serious like cancer or heart problems? what else could cause pain in a breast? (I'm 26 and female by the way)
I'm in such a panic that I have cancer, a lung condition or a heart condition. so far no tests I've ever had done have shown anything up, but I'm due to see the cardiologist next month and I'm certain something will come up, if not it must be a tumour somewhere in my chest. This is literally sucking the life out of me, not a day goes by where I don't get a symptom, usually chest pain or breathing trouble, it is affecting my mood swings so much causing me to snap at my partner and family, and I have very little interest in things I previously took pleasure in (socialising, travelling) as I think 'well what's the point, my chest will only ruin it for me so why bother'. I just assume I'm on borrowed time and soon enough I'm going to die from some undiagnosed tumour which is causing the pain and breathing trouble. I just want to be able to live pain and worry free but it seems I'm just not allowed to! I spend so much time thinking about getting diagnosed in hospital with something terminal from all this and having to see my family, my partner suffer and watch me die, I'm always thinking about how horrible it will be for them. :weep: I cannot continue like this and I feel constantly like I want to run out of work and to the hospital to have a full body MRI done to stop me panicking about this, although I know a week later I'll feel exactly the same and probably wouldn't believe the results. How do I get out of this misery?
any support would be greatly appreciated x
I am having the worst time at the moment and just feel like there is no hope anymore. For 2 years I have been suffering with intense bodily sensations which are all blamed on anxiety, I get strange heart sensations like skipped beats, (pvc's I've seen them called on here), sometimes tonnes in a row, and recently I have been getting severe breathing problems feeling daily like someone is sat on my wind pipe and like I cant take a proper breath without making a serious effort. I have suffered intermittent chest pain during these last 2 years as well but over the last few weeks it has got really intense, like sometimes its really dull and achy (always on the left side) and a lot of the time feels like its coming from inside the breast. this is leading me to think its breast cancer, I had a check-up at the breast clinic about 5 months ago due to finding a small lump and she also did ultrasound scan on the small area where I found the lump and it was all clear. I get this constant pain in my breast, aching dull pain, sometimes it goes into my arm, how could this not be something serious like cancer or heart problems? what else could cause pain in a breast? (I'm 26 and female by the way)
I'm in such a panic that I have cancer, a lung condition or a heart condition. so far no tests I've ever had done have shown anything up, but I'm due to see the cardiologist next month and I'm certain something will come up, if not it must be a tumour somewhere in my chest. This is literally sucking the life out of me, not a day goes by where I don't get a symptom, usually chest pain or breathing trouble, it is affecting my mood swings so much causing me to snap at my partner and family, and I have very little interest in things I previously took pleasure in (socialising, travelling) as I think 'well what's the point, my chest will only ruin it for me so why bother'. I just assume I'm on borrowed time and soon enough I'm going to die from some undiagnosed tumour which is causing the pain and breathing trouble. I just want to be able to live pain and worry free but it seems I'm just not allowed to! I spend so much time thinking about getting diagnosed in hospital with something terminal from all this and having to see my family, my partner suffer and watch me die, I'm always thinking about how horrible it will be for them. :weep: I cannot continue like this and I feel constantly like I want to run out of work and to the hospital to have a full body MRI done to stop me panicking about this, although I know a week later I'll feel exactly the same and probably wouldn't believe the results. How do I get out of this misery?
any support would be greatly appreciated x