Bonnibelle
16-09-15, 10:03
I posted yesterday about diabetes but got not replies. I thought I'd try again as I am a little concerned.
I have my blood test tomorrow and I have no idea how I will get through it. I suffer with anxiety and agoraphobia. Things had got better and I could do appointments again with my husband with me but recently since feeling physically poorly I have been struggling again. I go hot and dizzy, I am dreading tomorrow. I have to see the nurse to get my bloods taken and blood sugar. I am dreading it as I hate needles anyway so it's not going to be any easy appointment at all. I keep seeing myself going hot and passing out :-( I will make a fool of myself I'm sure.
My GP wants to test me for diabetes because I have a dry mouth and fatigue. He said he wants to check for it asap as I have had fatigue a while. I did the urine test monday which was normal. My step dad who is diabetic took my blood sugar Monday around 4pm, I had eaten 30 minutes before that (some sweet cereal) and that day I had been for a hot chocolate as it was my birthday. My level was 9.2. Que me panicking. I went all hot and dizzy. So goodness knows how I will cope if it's high when at the doctors tomorrow :blush: I am scared I will panic infront of the nurse and look an idiot. I am terrified I have diabetes now. I am in no risk groups, I am only 36, not over weight, don't smoke or drink and I eat healthy.
I am just so worried as stupidly I googled and 9.2 seems very high for a non diabetic after eating. I am terrified I will be diabetic but more so I am scared how I will cope tomorrow now my panic attacks and agoraphobia are not so great. This fatigue in recent months has made me feel quite anxious again and as a result my panic attacks when socialising and appointments is in ful swing.
I know noone can help but I am upset this morning and just needed to get this out. I am alone all day and worried sick about tomorrow :weep:
Bon
I have my blood test tomorrow and I have no idea how I will get through it. I suffer with anxiety and agoraphobia. Things had got better and I could do appointments again with my husband with me but recently since feeling physically poorly I have been struggling again. I go hot and dizzy, I am dreading tomorrow. I have to see the nurse to get my bloods taken and blood sugar. I am dreading it as I hate needles anyway so it's not going to be any easy appointment at all. I keep seeing myself going hot and passing out :-( I will make a fool of myself I'm sure.
My GP wants to test me for diabetes because I have a dry mouth and fatigue. He said he wants to check for it asap as I have had fatigue a while. I did the urine test monday which was normal. My step dad who is diabetic took my blood sugar Monday around 4pm, I had eaten 30 minutes before that (some sweet cereal) and that day I had been for a hot chocolate as it was my birthday. My level was 9.2. Que me panicking. I went all hot and dizzy. So goodness knows how I will cope if it's high when at the doctors tomorrow :blush: I am scared I will panic infront of the nurse and look an idiot. I am terrified I have diabetes now. I am in no risk groups, I am only 36, not over weight, don't smoke or drink and I eat healthy.
I am just so worried as stupidly I googled and 9.2 seems very high for a non diabetic after eating. I am terrified I will be diabetic but more so I am scared how I will cope tomorrow now my panic attacks and agoraphobia are not so great. This fatigue in recent months has made me feel quite anxious again and as a result my panic attacks when socialising and appointments is in ful swing.
I know noone can help but I am upset this morning and just needed to get this out. I am alone all day and worried sick about tomorrow :weep:
Bon