elik
17-09-15, 11:09
I really am struggling at the moment - I feel like I can't be happy ever. Anxiety is jumping around messing with my head and I am honestly exhausted emotionally which is making me physically exhausted. I don't want to talk to people, I want to be by myself. I feel miserable, grumpy, etc and it makes me hate myself. If I wasn't s worried about what people think, I would not talk and be a grumpy horrible person. I want to be happy and cheery but everything inside me is against it. I have to try and be someone I'm not. Maybe I'm just destined to be miserable...:weep: