eddie d
11-02-07, 20:44
is there always a trigger something that sets us off ?and then theres no going back .
i think i used to be an adrenline junkie base jumping .i loved danger and height .then one jump i nearly killed myself ,and spent 6 months laid up .this in itself didnt faze me .but 5 years later i was on a roof had my first panic ,and never been the same since
.it got to the point where at times i couldnt go out the house and even out of the bedroom .and at times i was fearfull to get out of bed to go to the loo .i thought any movement would be my last .
not like that now ,but does everyone have a trigger ??i supose we do .
i think i used to be an adrenline junkie base jumping .i loved danger and height .then one jump i nearly killed myself ,and spent 6 months laid up .this in itself didnt faze me .but 5 years later i was on a roof had my first panic ,and never been the same since
.it got to the point where at times i couldnt go out the house and even out of the bedroom .and at times i was fearfull to get out of bed to go to the loo .i thought any movement would be my last .
not like that now ,but does everyone have a trigger ??i supose we do .