ShaunRyder
23-09-15, 02:55
Sorry if this is not in the right place, I have never felt like this so was not sure where to post!
Well tomorrow night I am off to a football game, the two teams are big rivals so it always gets heated but I have to so many football matches over the years. But I just have a bad feeling something bad is going to happen to me. The last few weeks my family has been through hell, my brother was sectioned due to a mental health illness, his girlfriend nearly died and two days ago my other brother was attacked and put in hospital! Now I am off to a game where there could be trouble (even though all football games have trouble) it is very unlikely I will get caught in anything, I am just worried as I don't want my family to go through more stress, but I cannot pull out as I have been looking forward to this for months and my anxiety would have won! How can I stop feeling this?? My anxiety has always been HA, Never anything like this!
Well tomorrow night I am off to a football game, the two teams are big rivals so it always gets heated but I have to so many football matches over the years. But I just have a bad feeling something bad is going to happen to me. The last few weeks my family has been through hell, my brother was sectioned due to a mental health illness, his girlfriend nearly died and two days ago my other brother was attacked and put in hospital! Now I am off to a game where there could be trouble (even though all football games have trouble) it is very unlikely I will get caught in anything, I am just worried as I don't want my family to go through more stress, but I cannot pull out as I have been looking forward to this for months and my anxiety would have won! How can I stop feeling this?? My anxiety has always been HA, Never anything like this!