jrussell
12-02-07, 23:09
Hi, am really pleased today. Went to the dreaded shopping centre, it was v busy, but managed to get down the stairs, across to the escalator, went up and down these several times and managed to go into the enterance of a few shops.
I always feel like a dodgy shoplifter or something, like security are watching my strange behaviour!
I pushed my boundary a cpl of steps further which I'm chuffed about.
I started to have a panic attack in one of the shops and went to flee, but stopped myself and calmed down.
Am goin to bed tonight exhausted but feeling I achieved something.
Work, kids and battling this is exhausting, I'm usually in bed by 9! but am finding this site really interesting, supportive and its great not having to explain how hard it is or what a sense of achievement is felt by the smallest accomplishment, I know you all understand x
Goodnight and lets see what tomorrow brings
I always feel like a dodgy shoplifter or something, like security are watching my strange behaviour!
I pushed my boundary a cpl of steps further which I'm chuffed about.
I started to have a panic attack in one of the shops and went to flee, but stopped myself and calmed down.
Am goin to bed tonight exhausted but feeling I achieved something.
Work, kids and battling this is exhausting, I'm usually in bed by 9! but am finding this site really interesting, supportive and its great not having to explain how hard it is or what a sense of achievement is felt by the smallest accomplishment, I know you all understand x
Goodnight and lets see what tomorrow brings