BlueEyesShining
05-10-15, 21:28
First of all sorry for the rant.
But i feel really awful... It feels like this problem is going on for years and it just can`t seem to end. I really miss the perosn that i love the most and now when i see her it only gets worse because we don`t communicate as we used before. I miss the way we used to talk, to hug, to be together and to talk to her whenever i needed.
I hate myself cause i ruined everything, i`m such a fool, a total failure.
My days are empty without her and my anxiety only gets worse and now i have the most awful headache, feeling like i`m going to die.
It`s like i have a pressure in my head and it will burst every moment. It feels like i have heavy weight on my shoulderss thati need to carry every f*cking day and night.
I hate my life but i love her. Please i need some advice how to win back a person with whom you used to be close.
I feel like crying... i hate this situation and every day of my life is a living hell
But i feel really awful... It feels like this problem is going on for years and it just can`t seem to end. I really miss the perosn that i love the most and now when i see her it only gets worse because we don`t communicate as we used before. I miss the way we used to talk, to hug, to be together and to talk to her whenever i needed.
I hate myself cause i ruined everything, i`m such a fool, a total failure.
My days are empty without her and my anxiety only gets worse and now i have the most awful headache, feeling like i`m going to die.
It`s like i have a pressure in my head and it will burst every moment. It feels like i have heavy weight on my shoulderss thati need to carry every f*cking day and night.
I hate my life but i love her. Please i need some advice how to win back a person with whom you used to be close.
I feel like crying... i hate this situation and every day of my life is a living hell