ajwkit
10-10-15, 15:55
So it all started a few months ago when i found a lump on my anus, i got it checked out and long story short it dissapearred after a few days, Then i constantly started worrying i had colon cancer because one day i thought i have noticed blood in my stool, went to the doc and had a colonoscopy done and was told i had mild internal hemmorhoids, after so many weeks so telling myself the doc missed something i eventually got over that and began to start worrying about my lower back pain associated with groin and lower abdomen pain, So after my anxiety got to me i went to the ER and they gave me an ultrasound of the testicles and a urine test both finding nothing abnormal, I was fine for about a month but my back and abdominal pain still wont go away and im convinced they missed something, No matter how many times i tell myself i have HA i still go back to the "im dying" feeling and its slowly ruining my life, i recently was sick with a head cold that moved to my chest and now im feeling slight pains in my upper back and im now telling myself the cancer has spread to my lungs, I know i sound crazy but i need some help here because i cant turn to anyone i know because they just dont understand, I KNOW i have HA but i still cant seem to shake these habits of assuming im sick of cancer, Im 19 years old and ive always been healthy up until now, I have suffered with anxiety all my life but HA developed just recently after finding the blood in my stool, Thank you for the help guys.