Scaredlady
18-10-15, 22:36
So I apparently have 'acute noise anxiety' but my never ending fear is that I have schizophrenia/bipolar or will get these illnesses.
Anyway I came across a thread on here about depersonalisation and was so happy to read that it is another symptom of anxiety.
I have been experiencing depersonalisation every once in a while for the last six months but had no idea what it actually was until I read about it on here.
The mistake I then made was googling it because I wanted to expand on the knowledge that I had learned from this site... It was a massive mistake because since googling it yesterday my so called anxiety has increased.
I found reference to the fact depersonalisation is also a sign of schizophrenia, so I am once again terrified. I have spent the day trying to shake the thoughts away, tell myself it is 'Just anxiety' but it hasn't helped.
I know already that I will not be able to sleep again tonight because I won't be able to switch my mind off and I am consumed with worry about being schizophrenic/bi polar.
I keep telling myself 'Even if it is schizophrenia I will get help, I will get better' but then I start to panic again. I am trying to reason and rationalise my thoughts but I am so afraid of being schizophrenic that I can't stop thinking about it.
I was over the moon when I realised depersonalisation was anxiety related but my mind has gone into over drive since discovering there is also a schizophrenia link to depersonalisation.
Has anyone got any advice? I hate being frightened but I am actually sat here 'listening' and second guessing every noise, even the silence.
Anyway I came across a thread on here about depersonalisation and was so happy to read that it is another symptom of anxiety.
I have been experiencing depersonalisation every once in a while for the last six months but had no idea what it actually was until I read about it on here.
The mistake I then made was googling it because I wanted to expand on the knowledge that I had learned from this site... It was a massive mistake because since googling it yesterday my so called anxiety has increased.
I found reference to the fact depersonalisation is also a sign of schizophrenia, so I am once again terrified. I have spent the day trying to shake the thoughts away, tell myself it is 'Just anxiety' but it hasn't helped.
I know already that I will not be able to sleep again tonight because I won't be able to switch my mind off and I am consumed with worry about being schizophrenic/bi polar.
I keep telling myself 'Even if it is schizophrenia I will get help, I will get better' but then I start to panic again. I am trying to reason and rationalise my thoughts but I am so afraid of being schizophrenic that I can't stop thinking about it.
I was over the moon when I realised depersonalisation was anxiety related but my mind has gone into over drive since discovering there is also a schizophrenia link to depersonalisation.
Has anyone got any advice? I hate being frightened but I am actually sat here 'listening' and second guessing every noise, even the silence.