GingerFish
19-10-15, 10:04
I'm always a very highly strung and panicky person and lately my stress has been through the roof. I've started back at uni, money worries and then my mum and stepdad were in a car accident. Thankfully they are fine but the panic I went through when I got told how close they were to being in a fatal crash, floored me.
Anyhoo, for the last week or 2, I just haven't felt like myself both physically and mentally. Its hard to describe. Mentally I feel washed out, no notion for anything, cry easily, pessimistic, drained, lifeless, uninterested and easily panicked and anxious.
Physically I feel shattered no matter how much I sleep, not much of an appetite, aches and pains everywhere especially my joints, dodgy stomach, covered in spots (which isn't like me, I rarely ever get spots), got some styes in my eyes and covered in mouth ulcers. I'm also on the pill and have been for four years and have no problems on it. Usually I don't bleed at all on it but this month I've had two 'periods' on it and they have also knocked the stuffing out of me.
I don't know if its a bug, stress or related to hormones but I just feel like utter crap and I can't seem to shake it off. I have a docs appointment and the soonest I could get was for 10 days time so it might all be away by then but thought best just to take that appointment anyway.
Its worrying me as its been a while since I've felt this way and I have those annoying thoughts that come with anxiety such as "this will never go away" , "its actually some illness you have had for ages finally coming to light". Just looking for some tips on how to perk myself up a bit as I've tried things like going for a bath, sleeping more but I still feel physically and mentally burned out.
Anyhoo, for the last week or 2, I just haven't felt like myself both physically and mentally. Its hard to describe. Mentally I feel washed out, no notion for anything, cry easily, pessimistic, drained, lifeless, uninterested and easily panicked and anxious.
Physically I feel shattered no matter how much I sleep, not much of an appetite, aches and pains everywhere especially my joints, dodgy stomach, covered in spots (which isn't like me, I rarely ever get spots), got some styes in my eyes and covered in mouth ulcers. I'm also on the pill and have been for four years and have no problems on it. Usually I don't bleed at all on it but this month I've had two 'periods' on it and they have also knocked the stuffing out of me.
I don't know if its a bug, stress or related to hormones but I just feel like utter crap and I can't seem to shake it off. I have a docs appointment and the soonest I could get was for 10 days time so it might all be away by then but thought best just to take that appointment anyway.
Its worrying me as its been a while since I've felt this way and I have those annoying thoughts that come with anxiety such as "this will never go away" , "its actually some illness you have had for ages finally coming to light". Just looking for some tips on how to perk myself up a bit as I've tried things like going for a bath, sleeping more but I still feel physically and mentally burned out.