white1989
21-10-15, 17:04
does anyone ever get those days where they just feel completely and utterly c**p? I haven't been sleeping well recently so I'm sure that hasn't helped but I just feel unbelievably low today, knowing my partner is not well and worrying about him and just generally feeling down in the dumps.
I feel like my life is completely controlled by HA, like I often wonder how do people live without the constant fear of getting ill or losing a loved one? Whenever something goes well in my life, I'm instantly brought back down to reality by fearing that one of my loved ones or myself could get terminally ill anytime soon, and I just can't enjoy or look forward to anything in life because of this.
Wondered if anyway else goes through this or can understand how I'm feeling.
Hoping for a better day tomorrow! :blush:
I feel like my life is completely controlled by HA, like I often wonder how do people live without the constant fear of getting ill or losing a loved one? Whenever something goes well in my life, I'm instantly brought back down to reality by fearing that one of my loved ones or myself could get terminally ill anytime soon, and I just can't enjoy or look forward to anything in life because of this.
Wondered if anyway else goes through this or can understand how I'm feeling.
Hoping for a better day tomorrow! :blush: