isybelle
22-10-15, 15:18
For some reason last night (have been worrying about melanoma due to some moles I've discovered) I decided to check my lymph nodes in my neck and found a large, hard lump.
I totally freaked out, cried, and kept prodding and poking it. It was an unmovable hard lump. I asked my partner to feel and he did a few times and said he couldn't feel anything an I was imagining it (he's having a hard time now my anxiety has come back)
I went to the GP in years this morning and she felt my whole neck and said it's....just one of the muscles in my neck no swolen nodes at all!
Obviously I'm pleased but I do feel really daft now. Also, because I spent hours poking and prodding my neck is really painful now 😔 that's normal right?
I totally freaked out, cried, and kept prodding and poking it. It was an unmovable hard lump. I asked my partner to feel and he did a few times and said he couldn't feel anything an I was imagining it (he's having a hard time now my anxiety has come back)
I went to the GP in years this morning and she felt my whole neck and said it's....just one of the muscles in my neck no swolen nodes at all!
Obviously I'm pleased but I do feel really daft now. Also, because I spent hours poking and prodding my neck is really painful now 😔 that's normal right?