majdle
25-10-15, 20:30
Hi everyone,
here I am, completely consumed by panic. For about three weeks Iīve had pains under my right shoulder blade and in my right epigastrium. Iīve had these pains before. In February, in June...and now. In Feb and June, I went to a docīs, had all sorts of blood tests done (amylase for pancreas and stuff), all clear. I was diagnosed with GERD and sent home. And now those terrible pains. I did it. I googled. Pancreatic cancer. Or lung cancer. Or bone cancer. I can eat everything I want without any change, but it seems worse when I lie down. When I walk around, itīs just fine. I went to my GP again and he sent me home telling me I should come in two weeks. TWO WEEKS. I am a crying, testament writing mess by now. I mean, I am 31, non-smoker, but yeah, havenīt we all read all those awful stories? Isnīt the TV full of news like that? Why should I be any different? And why doesnīt this awful pain stop? Should I just go to ER? What will I do if it is exactly what I fear it is? Can anyone offer a word of reassurance? Iīm really freaking out.
here I am, completely consumed by panic. For about three weeks Iīve had pains under my right shoulder blade and in my right epigastrium. Iīve had these pains before. In February, in June...and now. In Feb and June, I went to a docīs, had all sorts of blood tests done (amylase for pancreas and stuff), all clear. I was diagnosed with GERD and sent home. And now those terrible pains. I did it. I googled. Pancreatic cancer. Or lung cancer. Or bone cancer. I can eat everything I want without any change, but it seems worse when I lie down. When I walk around, itīs just fine. I went to my GP again and he sent me home telling me I should come in two weeks. TWO WEEKS. I am a crying, testament writing mess by now. I mean, I am 31, non-smoker, but yeah, havenīt we all read all those awful stories? Isnīt the TV full of news like that? Why should I be any different? And why doesnīt this awful pain stop? Should I just go to ER? What will I do if it is exactly what I fear it is? Can anyone offer a word of reassurance? Iīm really freaking out.