elik
29-10-15, 12:09
I feel so weird at the moment, like I don't have any control over myself. I feel like I'm floating (I know its derealisation/depersonalisation) but it makes me feel so odd and like I can't grasp the moment. It panics me and makes me want to go home to my comfort zone to work my way through it :( I can't concentrate at work as my head is all fuzzy, and to be honest I don't care about much when I'm like this. I just want to calm my brain and it never gets a chance so I feel physically ill.