nieve
16-02-07, 16:01
My anxiety has been really bad lately. Anyway, I've got a new part-time job starting next week, doing something in the field I'm trying to get into, but I am really, really scared and fearful. I know its illogical, it can't be that bad, I'm sure I'll be able to do the work, but there is a greater fear that overwhelms such logic!
I've also gone back on Cipramil and still dealing with the side-effects, so not only am I worried about the job, I'm also worried about handling the side-effects at the job!! Also worried about not sleeping so I'll be extra-tired. Worry I won't make the train on time. Worry that I need to cross a busy road to get there. I worry so much, I'm sick of all this worrying. Can't wait for the meds to work so I can give my brain a break.
Nieve
I've also gone back on Cipramil and still dealing with the side-effects, so not only am I worried about the job, I'm also worried about handling the side-effects at the job!! Also worried about not sleeping so I'll be extra-tired. Worry I won't make the train on time. Worry that I need to cross a busy road to get there. I worry so much, I'm sick of all this worrying. Can't wait for the meds to work so I can give my brain a break.
Nieve