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hoppipolla
16-11-15, 03:46
So I fell head over heels for this girl... but she lives the other side of the world to me ._.

That's basically the long and the short of it.

I think she's so amazing and I basically got an instant crush on her even though it's just online (it's rare for me to get a crush so fast - I usually take a fair bit of time to warm to someone and trust them and stuff) but... I know she does like me... probably not as much as I like her... but...

I guess she kind of thinks it's pointless because of the crazy distance ._.

She is in AUSTRALIA and I'm here in Britain lol

I do think it's POSSIBLE for me to get there. It just requires commitment because it's so expensive, etc.

Really I just wanted to start this thread to let out some steam about it I guess.

I'm feeling worried that I might just lose her and feel sad and pretty heartbroken because she really is lovely.

:'(

The internet can be v bad sometimes! Fools us into thinking we can be with someone that we just can't be with because the world is too big!

Humph :(

I'm somewhere between "accept it and move on if you need to" and "OMG I wanna die >.< ".

I must really like her ._.


Hoppi

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It's kinda like this lol ^_^

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WadHPTfxrPc

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Man I hope I start to feel less sore about it soon :(