stars22
16-11-15, 21:36
I jist really can not do this I sit here tonight with strange smells in my nose shaking inside my head weird dizziness head tightness tonight its a brain tumour or anyrsm what tomorrow will I even make tomorrow ? Am I even real ? Why does my life fwel like dejavu and with this dajavu I get a horrible pit stomach feeling asif I'm hanging off a cliff by onw finger ? Am I falling literally as crazy as I am this is my brain this is my thoughts and I can't do it anymore I need help but nobody knows how to help me ?? I've tried mindfulness cbt meds talking to others doctors but nobody knows how to stop this abd neither do I :,( I'm dying every day I keep thinking don't be silly you thought this yesterday ...but then I think todays different so I could be mistaking these symptoms as anxiety when for once what if they are real ? I know if I'm dying there is nothing I can do but I still fear it I tell my partner my family friend anyobe near me my symptoms constantly in hope that somebody will aave me in time urgh I don't care if this is ignored I needed to get this out