LoBas
17-11-15, 11:32
Hello everyone,
Just wanted to introduce myself. I have (mostly) 'pure o' ocd combined with personality disorder. My pure o is a little different from others I read about I guess. I obsess on mistakes that I made, blow them up out of proportion and then obsess about how "the world" will eventually hate me for it. I keep judging and punishing myself over and over for it. I spend most of the time obsessively ruminating about it but I also have obsessive google reassurance search episodes which may last for days in a row. At the moment I'm doing very bad. I started Prozac about 8 days ago and until now it just seems to be getting worse. I just cant imagine that I will ever be strong enough to get the obsessions back to a normal proportion again and think about things the way people around me think about them (I also obsessively seek reassurance with them). Could use some encouragement and/or advice cuz it feels like a very lonely battle right now..
Thanks for the support!
Just wanted to introduce myself. I have (mostly) 'pure o' ocd combined with personality disorder. My pure o is a little different from others I read about I guess. I obsess on mistakes that I made, blow them up out of proportion and then obsess about how "the world" will eventually hate me for it. I keep judging and punishing myself over and over for it. I spend most of the time obsessively ruminating about it but I also have obsessive google reassurance search episodes which may last for days in a row. At the moment I'm doing very bad. I started Prozac about 8 days ago and until now it just seems to be getting worse. I just cant imagine that I will ever be strong enough to get the obsessions back to a normal proportion again and think about things the way people around me think about them (I also obsessively seek reassurance with them). Could use some encouragement and/or advice cuz it feels like a very lonely battle right now..
Thanks for the support!