Savvy_Darling
23-11-15, 18:50
Hey everyone,
I have such a fear of doctors and hospitals but managed to force myself an apt Wednesday at the Gyno. Ugh already freaking out and it's only Monday. Imagine the day of :scared15::weep: .
Anyways, I need some reassurance or advice to help me cope before the big day because at this rate I don't see myself eating or sleeping.
For close to 2 months now these are the symptoms in suspect to my ovarian cancer panic:
Frequent urination--like once an hour (sometimes have the urge after I just went) I can make myself hold it for once every 2 hours. So it's not incontinece. Also more at night or when I'm not doing anything but laying around and probably worrying myself.
And occasionally abdominal twinges ( not so much pain) just weird lil feelings.
Also more gassy. Tummy talks more too.
Also I suspect it's ovulation time for me right now.. Maybe would account for the random pain?
Also I feel sore like my abs and ribs area but I think that's from bending backwards awkwardly to look in the mirror yesterday to see if I was balding (another worry of mine)
IM A MESS :( also I'm 21 years old. And yea I hate wasting my life with worries and fear and don't want this to go on for years and years. I feel like this all started after my bad anxiety attack September 16th. It's been downhill from there honestly. Would have never thought ovarian cancer until I seen a post about an 18 year old getting it on Facebook and then I started reading all the comments and stories about other women's experiences. Man have I been scared since. Please help :(
I have such a fear of doctors and hospitals but managed to force myself an apt Wednesday at the Gyno. Ugh already freaking out and it's only Monday. Imagine the day of :scared15::weep: .
Anyways, I need some reassurance or advice to help me cope before the big day because at this rate I don't see myself eating or sleeping.
For close to 2 months now these are the symptoms in suspect to my ovarian cancer panic:
Frequent urination--like once an hour (sometimes have the urge after I just went) I can make myself hold it for once every 2 hours. So it's not incontinece. Also more at night or when I'm not doing anything but laying around and probably worrying myself.
And occasionally abdominal twinges ( not so much pain) just weird lil feelings.
Also more gassy. Tummy talks more too.
Also I suspect it's ovulation time for me right now.. Maybe would account for the random pain?
Also I feel sore like my abs and ribs area but I think that's from bending backwards awkwardly to look in the mirror yesterday to see if I was balding (another worry of mine)
IM A MESS :( also I'm 21 years old. And yea I hate wasting my life with worries and fear and don't want this to go on for years and years. I feel like this all started after my bad anxiety attack September 16th. It's been downhill from there honestly. Would have never thought ovarian cancer until I seen a post about an 18 year old getting it on Facebook and then I started reading all the comments and stories about other women's experiences. Man have I been scared since. Please help :(