Female healthanxiety
24-11-15, 12:51
Hi guys
Hope you're all ok. Thank you for reading.
Well.... I haven't been on NMP for a couple months, as my life has been completely hectic.
I won't drag on about everything in detail, but these are just some of the things that have been going on in the 2 months:
1) my younger sister was voluntarily sectioned in August, which has involved me and my mum worrying, but also attending hundreds of meetings with no-it-all and no help social workers and other agencies
2) visiting her every other day (my mum does not drive, so I've been finishing work at 5.30. Driving to get my mum, visiting my sister, dropping my mum home and then finally taking myself home)
3) I started a new job, which quite frankly is the worst job ever in terms of the place being so disorganised and stressful (everyone slags everyone off and no one knows what there meant to be doing)
4) I have been off work for at least 4 times a month, due to things like headaches, fatigue and this week I don't have any energy, my bones ache even holding my phone
5) I have started getting panic attacks (especially in my car) and I need my car to go everywhere
6) I have had a real panic about lights (I live in London and this is nothing new to me when driving) I think that's why I get panicky, but on the same busy roads I have been driving for years now
7) I'm worried about my mum: she has no life in her and looks really down, you can see the hurt in her eyes, and I'm worried about her everyday she goes to work as she don't drive and has to get buses
8) I feel awful in myself, I have awful dizziness, and also the detachment feeling, I even felt like jumping out my car the other day!
9) I get out of breath (not sure if it is to do with the exreme fatigue) just getting up and walking to the toilet
10) my muscles are so tense and I feel like no matter how many baths I have nor visit to to massage chair, it does not help
I'm having such horrid heart/ectopics too and sometimes feel like I'm just going to pass out as I get really hot.
My dog my mums had for 14 years has now been diagnosed with the C word and I know that is something my mum and sister are going to mot deal with well.
I'm im debt too, and these 3 days I've had off only make me feel worse we I don't get no sick pay
Xxx
Hope you're all ok. Thank you for reading.
Well.... I haven't been on NMP for a couple months, as my life has been completely hectic.
I won't drag on about everything in detail, but these are just some of the things that have been going on in the 2 months:
1) my younger sister was voluntarily sectioned in August, which has involved me and my mum worrying, but also attending hundreds of meetings with no-it-all and no help social workers and other agencies
2) visiting her every other day (my mum does not drive, so I've been finishing work at 5.30. Driving to get my mum, visiting my sister, dropping my mum home and then finally taking myself home)
3) I started a new job, which quite frankly is the worst job ever in terms of the place being so disorganised and stressful (everyone slags everyone off and no one knows what there meant to be doing)
4) I have been off work for at least 4 times a month, due to things like headaches, fatigue and this week I don't have any energy, my bones ache even holding my phone
5) I have started getting panic attacks (especially in my car) and I need my car to go everywhere
6) I have had a real panic about lights (I live in London and this is nothing new to me when driving) I think that's why I get panicky, but on the same busy roads I have been driving for years now
7) I'm worried about my mum: she has no life in her and looks really down, you can see the hurt in her eyes, and I'm worried about her everyday she goes to work as she don't drive and has to get buses
8) I feel awful in myself, I have awful dizziness, and also the detachment feeling, I even felt like jumping out my car the other day!
9) I get out of breath (not sure if it is to do with the exreme fatigue) just getting up and walking to the toilet
10) my muscles are so tense and I feel like no matter how many baths I have nor visit to to massage chair, it does not help
I'm having such horrid heart/ectopics too and sometimes feel like I'm just going to pass out as I get really hot.
My dog my mums had for 14 years has now been diagnosed with the C word and I know that is something my mum and sister are going to mot deal with well.
I'm im debt too, and these 3 days I've had off only make me feel worse we I don't get no sick pay
Xxx