Sarahjosephine
25-11-15, 08:59
Hi guys,
So I am back again, now I need advice and some reassurance because I am really struggling. I got sick over 2 weeks ago and had aches, fatigue, runny nose, sore throat etc and it wouldn't get better...I'd just get worse. So I finally caved and went to the doctor and he put me on Anti-biotics. But I keep thinking the worst like HIV or something, my immune system is usually really strong.
My bf and I have been together for nearly a year and he got checked out and nothing came back but I still can't stop worrying, my mum has cancer atm and is going through treatment and I want to look after her and not let these worries constantly overtake my life..
I have been a mess, I have also been nauseous and dizzy and unbalanced and my worries go to more worries, a vicious cycle. It goes from one thing to another, I cant eat properly coz I'm nauseous and I think the worst if I get itchy or (like right now I'm itchy under my breasts coz I am thinking about it) I also have been waking up half asleep not being able to see properly and I panic and blink a few times until I can and read that it could be MS on google...so another worry.
I went off my anti-depressant 25 days ago and am trying the natural route but I am starting to lose it, even when I'm on them I go through major H.A anyway. Please some-one give me some guidance...I am sick of being afraid, I had a panic attack during class too (I'm 27 studying disability work and it was so embarrassing) felt like I was dying.
I usually do kick boxing and belly dancing every week but haven't been able to coz I've been sick and my bf lives in Sydney and I am in Melbourne so we don't get to see each other often and my anxiety causes arguments.
Thank you guys, love and light...
So I am back again, now I need advice and some reassurance because I am really struggling. I got sick over 2 weeks ago and had aches, fatigue, runny nose, sore throat etc and it wouldn't get better...I'd just get worse. So I finally caved and went to the doctor and he put me on Anti-biotics. But I keep thinking the worst like HIV or something, my immune system is usually really strong.
My bf and I have been together for nearly a year and he got checked out and nothing came back but I still can't stop worrying, my mum has cancer atm and is going through treatment and I want to look after her and not let these worries constantly overtake my life..
I have been a mess, I have also been nauseous and dizzy and unbalanced and my worries go to more worries, a vicious cycle. It goes from one thing to another, I cant eat properly coz I'm nauseous and I think the worst if I get itchy or (like right now I'm itchy under my breasts coz I am thinking about it) I also have been waking up half asleep not being able to see properly and I panic and blink a few times until I can and read that it could be MS on google...so another worry.
I went off my anti-depressant 25 days ago and am trying the natural route but I am starting to lose it, even when I'm on them I go through major H.A anyway. Please some-one give me some guidance...I am sick of being afraid, I had a panic attack during class too (I'm 27 studying disability work and it was so embarrassing) felt like I was dying.
I usually do kick boxing and belly dancing every week but haven't been able to coz I've been sick and my bf lives in Sydney and I am in Melbourne so we don't get to see each other often and my anxiety causes arguments.
Thank you guys, love and light...