Shapeshifting Lizard
27-11-15, 14:09
I started drinking again. Initially it was a bottle of vodka a day, so eventually I went to the hospital and asked them to take me in for withdrawal. They said they wouldn't do it. Well silly me. It's not a medical emergency.
I've crashed down to half a bottle, and shortly before that the sleeplessness started. I'm so tired I hear voices, mainly at night, and they're all of people outside or around me saying they're gonna beat me up or kill me. The only way I can assure sleep is to get drunk but I can't, because my tolerance is so high and just the thought of drinking more alcohol makes me puke.
I'm at my wit's end. I want someone to just dose me up with meds for one night just so I can sleep. Last night I could drift off, but I would have horrific nightmares and wake up straight away each time dripping with sweat.
I've crashed down to half a bottle, and shortly before that the sleeplessness started. I'm so tired I hear voices, mainly at night, and they're all of people outside or around me saying they're gonna beat me up or kill me. The only way I can assure sleep is to get drunk but I can't, because my tolerance is so high and just the thought of drinking more alcohol makes me puke.
I'm at my wit's end. I want someone to just dose me up with meds for one night just so I can sleep. Last night I could drift off, but I would have horrific nightmares and wake up straight away each time dripping with sweat.