charlotte07
19-02-07, 12:20
hi everybody,
ive been having terrible panic attacks whilst out walking,i make myself go out so my one year old gets fresh air but its a nightmare for me,a huge and exhausting ordeal,today whilst out walking i had a terrible panic attack,id got half way to the shops and wanted to be home,i went faint and my legs felt like they were going from under me,i wanted to shout for help,please take me home,i was afraid everytime somebody walked towards me. on the way home i thought to myself,im 34 now,ive been having these attacks as long as i remember,is this the rest of my life,i felt like crying,they are wrecking my quality of life and make my desicions for me,they leave me feeling ashamed,guilty and a failure,but they wont stop my little boy having his fresh air,
charlotte 07
ive been having terrible panic attacks whilst out walking,i make myself go out so my one year old gets fresh air but its a nightmare for me,a huge and exhausting ordeal,today whilst out walking i had a terrible panic attack,id got half way to the shops and wanted to be home,i went faint and my legs felt like they were going from under me,i wanted to shout for help,please take me home,i was afraid everytime somebody walked towards me. on the way home i thought to myself,im 34 now,ive been having these attacks as long as i remember,is this the rest of my life,i felt like crying,they are wrecking my quality of life and make my desicions for me,they leave me feeling ashamed,guilty and a failure,but they wont stop my little boy having his fresh air,
charlotte 07