Sam Winter
10-12-15, 22:19
hey there so I've been having ups and downs lately but tonight is pretty bad,
I went up the doctors on Tuesday about my acid reflux and he prescribed me omeprazole to take for two weeks well, I have learnt how bad the extent of my anxiety is because I took my first dose this morning(swallowed the insides on a spoonful of water didn't work out the greatest I need to try some other way lol) and I can not get over the fact that it might cause an allergic reaction, I've had throat tightness all day(understandable as I usually get it especially seeing as it was hard to swallow my tablet because I was crying in fear) and now I'm worried I have a fever because I feel hot(especially my ears) and my stomach won't stop making loads of really loud noises,
and my problem is although there's a logical answer to all these feelings i can't seem to get them out my head and I am more then definitely scared about taking them tomorrow, I'm not sure if I'll get use to taking them or if I should continue taking them I don't know, eating has been easier today its just everything I'm feeling that I'm worried about tight throbbing throat, hot ears cheeks ect,
I just don't know anymore
I went up the doctors on Tuesday about my acid reflux and he prescribed me omeprazole to take for two weeks well, I have learnt how bad the extent of my anxiety is because I took my first dose this morning(swallowed the insides on a spoonful of water didn't work out the greatest I need to try some other way lol) and I can not get over the fact that it might cause an allergic reaction, I've had throat tightness all day(understandable as I usually get it especially seeing as it was hard to swallow my tablet because I was crying in fear) and now I'm worried I have a fever because I feel hot(especially my ears) and my stomach won't stop making loads of really loud noises,
and my problem is although there's a logical answer to all these feelings i can't seem to get them out my head and I am more then definitely scared about taking them tomorrow, I'm not sure if I'll get use to taking them or if I should continue taking them I don't know, eating has been easier today its just everything I'm feeling that I'm worried about tight throbbing throat, hot ears cheeks ect,
I just don't know anymore