JustCallum
18-12-15, 16:44
WTF is happening to me???!!!
So on Friday the 23rd of October 2015 (This year) I was working a normal shift when all of a sudden I got this very intense sensation in my head, Leaving me feeling very dizzy. I when to A+E because I was very scared, all sort went through my mind, Brain tumour, Stroke, the list was endless! The Doc at the Hospital told me it was vertigo. The following Friday (30th October 2015) I was going about my daily activity and then when me and my Better half was doing the Aldi shop, I felt great panic! I had cold sweats, Heart beating out my chest! I though "Thats is mate, We are on the way out!!" Great fear swept over me! I had my first panic attack! Moving forward to Monday the 2nd November 2015, I felt bad all day as if it was hungover from the halloween party we had on the Saturday. I get home and straight away! Like a brick shattering a window, The sensation of panic swept over once again!! scared for my life i call my mum who manages to calm me down! I cant stop think of major health issues which I could have!
From November 3rd to November 16th Is was bed bound and signed off work with a serious bout of Flu!! This wiped me out. I couldn't do anything! I visited the Gp seeing many different doctors for the past month or so. Many saying its vertigo others saying it is post flu and One saying I am suffering from a anxiety disorder.
I have been referred to see a therapist for CBT.
Everyday I have the same symtoms. Feeling drunk, Dizzy, Of balence, Off set stomach. Constant worry that there is something seriously wrong with me! My vision isnt the same as it used to be. I littery feel as if I am not actually here and I am going to wake up. Everything if also very fuzzy!
If you can help please do!
Sorry this was so long winded for my first post. It felt really good to finally let go!
JstCallum.
So on Friday the 23rd of October 2015 (This year) I was working a normal shift when all of a sudden I got this very intense sensation in my head, Leaving me feeling very dizzy. I when to A+E because I was very scared, all sort went through my mind, Brain tumour, Stroke, the list was endless! The Doc at the Hospital told me it was vertigo. The following Friday (30th October 2015) I was going about my daily activity and then when me and my Better half was doing the Aldi shop, I felt great panic! I had cold sweats, Heart beating out my chest! I though "Thats is mate, We are on the way out!!" Great fear swept over me! I had my first panic attack! Moving forward to Monday the 2nd November 2015, I felt bad all day as if it was hungover from the halloween party we had on the Saturday. I get home and straight away! Like a brick shattering a window, The sensation of panic swept over once again!! scared for my life i call my mum who manages to calm me down! I cant stop think of major health issues which I could have!
From November 3rd to November 16th Is was bed bound and signed off work with a serious bout of Flu!! This wiped me out. I couldn't do anything! I visited the Gp seeing many different doctors for the past month or so. Many saying its vertigo others saying it is post flu and One saying I am suffering from a anxiety disorder.
I have been referred to see a therapist for CBT.
Everyday I have the same symtoms. Feeling drunk, Dizzy, Of balence, Off set stomach. Constant worry that there is something seriously wrong with me! My vision isnt the same as it used to be. I littery feel as if I am not actually here and I am going to wake up. Everything if also very fuzzy!
If you can help please do!
Sorry this was so long winded for my first post. It felt really good to finally let go!
JstCallum.