BlueEyesShining
20-12-15, 14:56
Okay, this may sound pretty stupid, but I have to seek advice here otherwise I will feel even worse.
I have been making some plans for New Years Eve but they won`t work. Some of my friends will go with their partners and some decided to go in another town that night etc.
So I`m left with no plans for the evening. I know it`s only one night but I may have to stay alone at home and I`m pretty anxious about it, not because I`m afraid of something. But because I will feel lonely while everyone will enjoy the night. Moreover, I`m really depressed when I have to stay alone. I don`t know how to cope. even my friends are not interested in how i feel. I`m in a tough situation anyway and i thought that my friends will be here with me that night, to distract me and to have fun.
But no, they are not interested. I feel like crying.
I have been making some plans for New Years Eve but they won`t work. Some of my friends will go with their partners and some decided to go in another town that night etc.
So I`m left with no plans for the evening. I know it`s only one night but I may have to stay alone at home and I`m pretty anxious about it, not because I`m afraid of something. But because I will feel lonely while everyone will enjoy the night. Moreover, I`m really depressed when I have to stay alone. I don`t know how to cope. even my friends are not interested in how i feel. I`m in a tough situation anyway and i thought that my friends will be here with me that night, to distract me and to have fun.
But no, they are not interested. I feel like crying.