katyfitz
23-12-15, 14:51
Hi guys,
So I've had a wierd cramping type pain In my lower back for ages and I have had constipation with diarreah for a while now. I went to see my doc yesterday after plucking up the courage and told him my symptoms. He knows about my health anxiety so he did a gold examination of my spine, abdomen and reflexes. All is fine. I left the doctors and still have this pain but was then having cramps in abdomen and this morning when I went to the toilet my wee looked dark orange and was convinced there was blood there. I keep wondering if I will make it to Christmas Day and what if I end up collapsing or have I got cancer and this is my bodies way of shutting down. I'm so scared il have to go for tests and something will show up. I look so drained and tired. Is that not a sign of cancer? Why would my wee be like that and why am I experiencing these pains. I look at all my friends enjoying life and feel gutted that they are all healthy and I'm possibly dying or fighting off some terrible disease. I'm so scared and really want to enjoy this week. Someone or anyone who can relate pls talk to me x
So I've had a wierd cramping type pain In my lower back for ages and I have had constipation with diarreah for a while now. I went to see my doc yesterday after plucking up the courage and told him my symptoms. He knows about my health anxiety so he did a gold examination of my spine, abdomen and reflexes. All is fine. I left the doctors and still have this pain but was then having cramps in abdomen and this morning when I went to the toilet my wee looked dark orange and was convinced there was blood there. I keep wondering if I will make it to Christmas Day and what if I end up collapsing or have I got cancer and this is my bodies way of shutting down. I'm so scared il have to go for tests and something will show up. I look so drained and tired. Is that not a sign of cancer? Why would my wee be like that and why am I experiencing these pains. I look at all my friends enjoying life and feel gutted that they are all healthy and I'm possibly dying or fighting off some terrible disease. I'm so scared and really want to enjoy this week. Someone or anyone who can relate pls talk to me x