View Full Version : What is everyone doing to keep occupied during this depressing time between Christmas
nursegreenwhippet
30-12-15, 15:16
So what are you all up to then?
lost in endless depression.
about christmas, about new year, about everything.
oh and reading a lot
I am really trying to make myself do things that are good for me, like yoga and walking. It was cold last night and I didn't want to do anything, but had to take the dog out anyway. We walked a long time even though it was cold and it was good for me to get some exercise. I sit all day at work so movement helps my mood tremendously sometimes.
People are coming over for NYE and I am really nervous about it. I am ok going to somebody else's house because I can escape and go home. But not now. They will drink a lot and I won't be able to hide.
There is this one friend - actually a friend's fiance - who finds me whenever I am trying to take space for myself and gets mad at me, calling me antisocial. Usually she is drunk and I blame it on that. But it still gets to me because sometimes I need the space. She's coming tomorrow and I'm a bit dreading this.
Justanutter
30-12-15, 18:36
lost in endless depression.
about christmas, about new year, about everything.
oh and reading a lot
Oh Emily, that is me exactly...would just add crying a lot!!! I hate being like this and am sure you do too.
Oh Emily, that is me exactly...would just add crying a lot!!! I hate being like this and am sure you do too.
i don't think anyone likes it.
i think a lot of people just want to live life best they can, enjoy daily activity, and just attempt to be happy
but it's not easy
especially for me as i don't really feel i'm alive at all
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