Munki
10-01-16, 15:54
So I've written posts before about my hubby going away on his own for a week in Feb. I have too much uni work on so convinced him to go with friends. He has agreed to do so.
However, having done this im now full of fear and don't know why. I wake up feeling dark every morning as we've only ever been apart for one night at the most. I trust him implicitly and we're bset friends and I'm sure the break will do us both good. But I'm dreading it. I'm scared something will change and it'll be the start of the end.
This morning we had a real heart to heart. I told him it might even do us good as absence makes the heart grow fonder. He said his heart couldn't possibly grow any fonder. It sounds cheesy but I know he does love me. He's also dreading being apart from me but just loves the sport so much.
Anyway, it seems to be a fear of losing my marriage. I keep reading everywhere that marriages are breaking up and I'm fearing the same will happen to me. I get terrible flashbacks of previous relationship break ups and imagine it happening again.
Why am I so fearful when we have a great relationship?
Can anyone relate?
However, having done this im now full of fear and don't know why. I wake up feeling dark every morning as we've only ever been apart for one night at the most. I trust him implicitly and we're bset friends and I'm sure the break will do us both good. But I'm dreading it. I'm scared something will change and it'll be the start of the end.
This morning we had a real heart to heart. I told him it might even do us good as absence makes the heart grow fonder. He said his heart couldn't possibly grow any fonder. It sounds cheesy but I know he does love me. He's also dreading being apart from me but just loves the sport so much.
Anyway, it seems to be a fear of losing my marriage. I keep reading everywhere that marriages are breaking up and I'm fearing the same will happen to me. I get terrible flashbacks of previous relationship break ups and imagine it happening again.
Why am I so fearful when we have a great relationship?
Can anyone relate?