Worrywart528
19-01-16, 00:51
Been up and down lately. My anxiety has not been bad until today! I recieved awsome news that I was promoted in my organization. Something I had been working insanely hard over. The news left me ecstatic ! Suddenly a weight and that stress was lifted. Thursday I had a dermatalogy visit with a new derm. He did the mole check and took a mole I've had since my early 20's off. I am 35 at the moment. I asked him if it was melanoma and he really didn't say no... Said not my initial impression but it looks abnormal so I want it biopsied. The mole had not grown or changed. It was very dark and had different shades of brown but it always did. I am now waiting for the results and I keep finding Google stories about how people were diagnosed and their stories. I am now in such an anxious and depressed state I can't eat or function. It is almost like the extra stress getting ready for this promotion that was lifted has been replaced with more health anxiety .