elik
20-01-16, 22:14
I feel like I'm a recipe for disaster. I feel all I do daily is fight for my sanity. I always always have something I'm brewing on and then things mount up and I feel like I'm going to explode. I don't let things go, I let them fester. I tell a white lie and I'm convinced I'm a horrible person, I panic pretty much all the time. All I want to do is be me and enjoy life because unbelievably so I really would love to see what life offers me in so many terms but feel completely restricted by my illness. How do I take charge over a long term basis? I see any positivity as temporary so I do things at high speed to cover areas of my life before I come crashing down. I can't enhoy anything truthfully because it all seems to be like an advert almost and I can feel myself festering in panic.
Any advice would be ghreat
Any advice would be ghreat