Chocolateface
29-01-16, 22:24
Hi All
Ok this will sound silly but I have gone from being ok to all panicky in the space of 30 mins. Work has been ok recently albeit very busy. It has been that busy that gatting a tea round in has been tricky. Well me and my boss have been joking all week about it being 'about time we had a cup of tea' and such like. This got really jovial. On one day this week my managers manager heard the quips and joined in when I was getting the drinks by saying she thought I would never go, it was all in good humour with no offence made or taken (at least I didn't take offence).
Tonight when I was leaving my manager said to me, see you tomorrow and I said no see you Monday have a good weekend. My manager's manager heard this and asked if I wanted to go in tomorrow (Sat am), as she and others she managers will be in. I jokingly declined by saying I wouldn't cope with the excitement so wouls pass, then made a comment that I was only wanted for the tea, this was in reference to the fact that this week I have made more drinks althought I didn't say this.
I get the impression that my manager's managers took it in the wrong way I intended by saying it was nasty to say that I thought I was only valued for making tea.
I was ok with this but have just literally got myself in a state on it imagining all sorts was said after I left, and thst I will be pulled up on it on Monday
Even writing it seems so stupid to get anxious about but it has popped into my head and now I can't 'unpop' it
I hate having anxiety
Clare
Ok this will sound silly but I have gone from being ok to all panicky in the space of 30 mins. Work has been ok recently albeit very busy. It has been that busy that gatting a tea round in has been tricky. Well me and my boss have been joking all week about it being 'about time we had a cup of tea' and such like. This got really jovial. On one day this week my managers manager heard the quips and joined in when I was getting the drinks by saying she thought I would never go, it was all in good humour with no offence made or taken (at least I didn't take offence).
Tonight when I was leaving my manager said to me, see you tomorrow and I said no see you Monday have a good weekend. My manager's manager heard this and asked if I wanted to go in tomorrow (Sat am), as she and others she managers will be in. I jokingly declined by saying I wouldn't cope with the excitement so wouls pass, then made a comment that I was only wanted for the tea, this was in reference to the fact that this week I have made more drinks althought I didn't say this.
I get the impression that my manager's managers took it in the wrong way I intended by saying it was nasty to say that I thought I was only valued for making tea.
I was ok with this but have just literally got myself in a state on it imagining all sorts was said after I left, and thst I will be pulled up on it on Monday
Even writing it seems so stupid to get anxious about but it has popped into my head and now I can't 'unpop' it
I hate having anxiety
Clare