Ssmith
07-02-16, 19:25
Hi guys,
So as the title says, I'm struggling massively at the moment. I'm getting worse and worse and it's scaring me. You may have seen my threads on tiredness, well that's getting worse. Getting a full nights sleep and still waking up shattered is really affecting me now. Mix in with that anxiety, depression and constant restlessness and you have the perfect cocktail for a very distressing mess.
I am pretty much housebound now. I can't drive because of how tired i am and like i say, I'm getting worse. I'm worried I'm going to be sectioned as I'm so bad. A minute feels like an hour and an hour feels like a day. I would pay any amount of money right now to stop this tiredness. I could even handle the other things but for this. My eyes constantly sting, bags under my eyes and I'm not taking things in. Everything seems darker in colour. I'm really scared and not sure what to do for help. Got an IAPT appointment in the morning but i can't do any therapy when I'm like this. Feel like i need medication to get me over this severity. I haven't seen any of my friends in a few weeks and they think I'm ignoring their requests to do things
Sorry for rambling and being on a bit of a downer guys. I'm just really scared as to how bad I'm feeling. I would do anything to feel better right now
So as the title says, I'm struggling massively at the moment. I'm getting worse and worse and it's scaring me. You may have seen my threads on tiredness, well that's getting worse. Getting a full nights sleep and still waking up shattered is really affecting me now. Mix in with that anxiety, depression and constant restlessness and you have the perfect cocktail for a very distressing mess.
I am pretty much housebound now. I can't drive because of how tired i am and like i say, I'm getting worse. I'm worried I'm going to be sectioned as I'm so bad. A minute feels like an hour and an hour feels like a day. I would pay any amount of money right now to stop this tiredness. I could even handle the other things but for this. My eyes constantly sting, bags under my eyes and I'm not taking things in. Everything seems darker in colour. I'm really scared and not sure what to do for help. Got an IAPT appointment in the morning but i can't do any therapy when I'm like this. Feel like i need medication to get me over this severity. I haven't seen any of my friends in a few weeks and they think I'm ignoring their requests to do things
Sorry for rambling and being on a bit of a downer guys. I'm just really scared as to how bad I'm feeling. I would do anything to feel better right now