phil06
21-02-16, 19:31
I have been feeling really depressed recently. Not sure where to start I bought a house but already feel like moving as I'm bored of the area after 4 months. One of the neighbours isn't keeping there garden and house tidy so I fear the place looks more run down because of it. I've had lots of expensives since I moved in buying things and I'm bored of it and wish I rented instead. Problem is it would have been more expensive to rent.
My job is getting me down everybody is leaving getting new jobs. I work in a shop been with the company about 4 years however I have only worked in this branch for 3 months and as I say I want to leave.
I felt low before about 2014 took a Xmas temp job on walked out after one shift so I have to be wary of which job to take as I have a mortgage to pay.
Also my long term aim is to study or have my own business but I feel I have no idea where to start and fear it's just a pipe dream and will never happen. When I was younger I ran websites but they got too much hard work e.g message boards as you have to moderate them all the time so I fear an online buisness may be a lot of hassle.
Money wise I'm always skint since having a house too and the weather..since I moved out in October it's been dull, cold and miserable and it's getting me down. Winter can't be over quick enough it seems longer than usual since I moved out.
But I just feel fed up my goal was to move out that's done but now I feel fed up and duno what to do next feel really low ..:weep:
My job is getting me down everybody is leaving getting new jobs. I work in a shop been with the company about 4 years however I have only worked in this branch for 3 months and as I say I want to leave.
I felt low before about 2014 took a Xmas temp job on walked out after one shift so I have to be wary of which job to take as I have a mortgage to pay.
Also my long term aim is to study or have my own business but I feel I have no idea where to start and fear it's just a pipe dream and will never happen. When I was younger I ran websites but they got too much hard work e.g message boards as you have to moderate them all the time so I fear an online buisness may be a lot of hassle.
Money wise I'm always skint since having a house too and the weather..since I moved out in October it's been dull, cold and miserable and it's getting me down. Winter can't be over quick enough it seems longer than usual since I moved out.
But I just feel fed up my goal was to move out that's done but now I feel fed up and duno what to do next feel really low ..:weep: