LilGsMama
01-03-16, 19:17
My recent HA started back at the beginning of December and for 6-8 weeks I went through hell.. Convinced myself that I had some kind of nasal/throat/ear cancer from the random symptoms that I had. We've all been through a horrible time because of my anxiety.
I joined this site at the end of Jan and have found much comfort on here. I slowly picked up and started to feel human again. For the past couple of weeks I've been feeling almost reborn and right up until this afternoon, in fact.
I went for a shower earlier and noticed a tiny mark on my boob, and immediately thought of something I read a few weeks ago. Although I'm not overly worrying about it, my mood has gone right down and the lovely enthusiasm and happiness that I've been rediscovering and really enjoying is starting to feel like it won't return! I know I can't be "up" all of the time but it is so disappointing and my fears of returning to the dark place are rearing their ugly head.
Has anyone else had any similar experience with recovery? All advice greatly appreciated, I do feel very deflated!!
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I joined this site at the end of Jan and have found much comfort on here. I slowly picked up and started to feel human again. For the past couple of weeks I've been feeling almost reborn and right up until this afternoon, in fact.
I went for a shower earlier and noticed a tiny mark on my boob, and immediately thought of something I read a few weeks ago. Although I'm not overly worrying about it, my mood has gone right down and the lovely enthusiasm and happiness that I've been rediscovering and really enjoying is starting to feel like it won't return! I know I can't be "up" all of the time but it is so disappointing and my fears of returning to the dark place are rearing their ugly head.
Has anyone else had any similar experience with recovery? All advice greatly appreciated, I do feel very deflated!!
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